Who Knew?!

That I'd be the one crying myself to sleep tonight.

It just breaks my heart to see how much Ryan wants his "B" - he's being such a big boy, but it still hurts me to see him hurting and so sad like this. We were fine all afternoon, and it wasn't until just before bed that he started asking. When he woke up from his nap this afternoon, he just looked so lost! It just hurts my heart.

What a boob I am! (OK...what a MOM I am!)

If we can make it through this first night, I think we'll be on the road to "recovery!"